Another machine…

So as of last night, one more machine was added to the already crowded area around Ava’s bed…

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An EEG machine. Yesterday she was getting episodes of high blood pressure combined with her heart beating faster which made them wonder if she was having seizures… not huge seizures, but still, never something a parent wants to hear! So they hooked her up to this EEG machine to be monitored for 24 hours.

And so far so good, I was there just now when the dr’s did their rounds and they haven’t seen any sign of seizure activity in the past 12 hours that it’s been hooked up, praise God. And because of this monitoring, she is now off the muscle relaxants which means that she’s moving a bit and twitching today. She is still getting alot of morphine, but at one point she did get quite agitated so they gave her a sedative. But it is still nice to see her move a little instead of her lying there so incredibly still all the time.

And I think today they are going to give her a tiny bit of food – colostrum that I’ve pumped for her – just to get her started, not enough for nutrition. Of course this will all come from a feeding tube, but at least the food is coming from me which make me feel like I at least have a small part in caring for her, it really is so strange having a new-born daughter but not being able to do anything but stand by her bed and talk to her and touch her hand and her head – except now I can’t even touch her head!

Anyway, we are still thankful that she is here. Thankful for all the small mercies that God is providing. And even though I miss my kids like crazy and still find it hard to be in this situation, we are getting through with God’s help, minute by minute, hour by hour.

And soon that darn EEG machine will be out of here so I can at least touch her head again!