We are here till we grow…

So it would seem that this little monkey…


Needs to grow into her shunt!  She finally had her echo-cardiogram this morning and praise the Lord her heart function looked good – which is such a relief because that had Jay and I  really worried.

But now that they have ruled out that her heart isn’t working too hard, they’ve basically said that she is sending too much blood to her lungs because the shunt is too big – too big on purpose because it won’t grow and she will – and that is why her oxygen saturation’s are at higher levels than they would like to see for a baby who has had the Norwood heart surgery.

So the consensus today on rounds was that we have to stay here at the hospital until Ava grows into her shunt!    Oh man!  So does that mean days, weeks or months?  I have no idea.  Thankfully another cardiologist came by this afternoon and said that they really don’t want to hold us hostage here, and that if Ava is doing well in all other areas, that they would discuss her case with the team and hopefully we might be able to go home,  even though we would not meet the  protocol for sending home single-ventricle baby’s.  So all we can do now is pray and make Ava eat… lots.

And that’s not easy because although her tummy handles my milk just fine,  she can’t gain weight on it because it doesn’t give her enough calories and she uses up more calories than a normal baby would just by living.  And unfortunately her little tummy just can’t handle the extra volume she would need to make up for this – when they have tried to increase her volume she just throws it up, even though she gets fed over an hour.

So they supplement my milk with condensed formula for calories, but she doesn’t tolerate that well either,  so she still hasn’t gotten up past her birth weight of 8 lbs, even though she gets fed every 3 hours around the clock by her ng tube.   And it’s breaking my heart, but she’s having a hard time even sucking on a soother without gagging and retching so please pray that we can get over that hurdle so that she could start to feed orally… the occupational therapist was here again this week trying to get Ava to take a bottle but didn’t get too far, plus it really tires Ava out.

But her little vocal cord is starting to heal because Ava is getting louder every day, so hopefully we can do a feeding study before we get out here to see if Ava can drink non-thickened fluids without aspirating  – and that would open the door up for breastfeeding.   So many hurdles to jump over.

Thankfully she is doing well in other areas, and its so cool that Ava is now meeting our eyes!  My parents came down last weekend and my mom was so kind and stayed with Ava over-night and almost all of the next day to give me a little mini-vacation with my family and when she was here Ava started meeting her eyes and responding!   She was looking right at my mom when she snapped this pic…


And it’s so cool to see Ava start to meet these milestones, even though her prolonged stay in the critical care probably set her back bit.   But back to my parents, it was so great having them here last weekend and then we were blessed even more this week when friends came to  visit us yesterday and today.   We can’t tell you how much we enjoy these visits.  Our kids love seeing friends and Jason and I love it and it just makes us feel closer to home.  Just like when people send us emails or even leave comments on the blog,  we find  it all so encouraging, even though we might not always find the time to respond back.

So we are just going to get into a groove and take things day by day and pray that Ava will grow!

13 thoughts on “We are here till we grow…

  1. Thanks for sharing those pics! Oh my goodness…she is SO beautiful and precious! What an absolute darling! 🙂
    So glad you were able to spend some time with the rest of your family
    Continuing to lift you all up in prayer. Will be praying for the requests you mentioned here.
    You are LOVED!!!

  2. Thinking of you all so often Lisa & jason & family, my computer is not working well but Marlene & Doris have kept me up to date but it is so good to be able to read your wonderful blogs myself. Lisa you write so well My best wishes are with you always. She is such a darling !!

  3. Tears literally filling my eyes as I look at your beautiful daughter. Thank you for sharing these pictures. What a beautiful, bright eyed babe! She is such a gift. I just love her and can’t wait to meet her. Continuing to pray for you all. Thank you Lord for all you have done and are yet to do.

  4. She is beautiful! What a sweet face! Continuing to pray for you guys daily and now praying for lots of growth for Ava. What a great gift seeing Ava respond with her eyes to you guys! So nice that you were also able to have a bit of a break. Thanks for continuing to share and for the pictures of sweet Ava. Love you guys lots.

  5. Wow…she is so beautiful and precious! Thanks for the pictures, Lisa! Was just listening to a new Chris Tomlin song…’He goes before us and behind…the God of angel armies is on our side’. He is so aware and not left you alone. We will be praying for all of you!
    Deb & Tim

  6. Hi Lisa,
    You don’t know me (I’m a friend of Erin’s, go to People’s church), but you and your family and your sweet baby Ava are in my prayers. I love reading your blog and am constantly in awe of how you have been dealing with the trials in your life, proving that God’s grace truly is sufficient. I love the pics of Ava you posted today, what a little beauty!

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