Honeymoon

What a beautiful day today!  Too bad it deteriorated into a thunderstorm tonight.  And apparently in our good old Ontario fashion, we are going to be experiencing high humidy tomorrow…  already, although it’s only April.  But it’s Ok, as long it’s not snow.

And I had to write tonight to say that Sarah is doing good.  Her blood sugar did spike last night along with her fever, but at that point we didn’t know if she had any ketones in her urine (because she was fast asleep) so we held off on giving her extra insulin and then waited until midnight to check her again.  Thankfully by then her blood glucose levels did come down a bit and we were able to check for ketones and didn’t find any, thankfully.     And then when I checked her blood sugar again at 4:00 am (was up anyway feeding Ava and pumping), she was below 10, where she is supposed to be, praise God.   It really is such a blessing that she is still in her honeymoon period where she is still making a bit of insulin for herself, and she does tend to self regulate at night.  We don’t know how long this phase will last – but we truly believe that God is arranging it so we don’t have as much stress and worry with her right now.   It’s just so weird dealing with diabetes and a bad cold – I can’t even give my child lemon tea with honey in it, which is frustrating, but hopefully before Christmas Sarah will be on the insulin pump and that will be such a game changer.   We are looking forward to it.

And it was fun to hang out with Sarah today and the sunshine today did alot to lift my spirits.   Sophia is staying for a few days with my mom, which is wonderful because Sophia likes to engage me all day long and then gets frusterated when I’m too busy to play with her.  Recently she has said a few times that she would like to send Ava away.  Oh dear.  I know she loves her but I can understand that for a three year old it would be fruaterating when mommy seems to spend all her time on the baby.   So I really appreciate it when mom and others that take Sophia off my hands occassionally.  (Thanks Dianne and Rachel!) And even though I’m sure  Sophia talks their ears off, she just soaks up the attention and though I’m sad it can’t be me giving it to her all the time, I know she benefits.

And now I think poor Ava may have picked up Sarah’s cold!   She seemed a  bit more snuffly again this morning and she might be coughing a bit more too .   I record a lot of information about her during the day – like her weight and her oxygen saturation levels, but I still don’t record how many times she coughs. 🙂   At least this week I don’t feel I need to worry as much about her heart, and know now what a cold can do to her, so hopefully we can avoid any more trips to the ER.   But please keep praying for her, we just don’ t want her to get any  sicker.

So tonight we are thankful that Ava is doing OK – that Sarah is manageable and that honeymoon periods for diabetics exist.  God is good.

10 things I’ve learned about diabetes

It makes me kinda laugh to think that if we didn’t have Ava – whose troubles have really taken over this blog – I probably would be blogging every day about Sarah and her diabetes!    And I’ve been working on this post for a while, because I really want to share with everyone some info about Type 1 diabetes.

We are definitely still in the learning phase here on how to live and care for Sarah,  and I will say  again that Diabetes is a HUGE learning curve.    And I can’t say enough how grateful I am to Jason for taking on the burden of care for Sarah after her diagnosis.    Sarah was diagnosed December 20th and I moved into the hospital with Ava January 2nd, and so he had to  take it on and fly solo, and he has and still is doing an amazing job.

And even though diabetes is manageable and diabetics can lead a normal life,  Jason and I will both tell you that even now,  Sarah’s diabetes diagnosis really hurts.    It’s really hard as a parent to have a perfectly healthy normal child and then be told that she will be dealing with something for the rest of her life… it won’t ever go away.   And it has changed our life.  Now Sarah has to check her blood glucose level 4 times a day.  Get a needle before breakfast and another before dinner and snacks have to be regulated by time and the amount of carbs.  It’s a bit time-consuming and it does make us long for our pre-diabetes days, but on the other hand, we can be grateful that diabetes is something that can be controlled and that Sarah isn’t sick.

And the hospitals do make sure that you as the parent receive a ton of training.  It’s just that Jason has done most of the training and I haven’t, and I need to go and do it.  When I have the time of course.

But I’ve learned some basic things so far, and I’m going to share those things with you (whether you want to or not :))    So here goes…

1.   First off…  type 1 diabetes and type 2 diabetes are two completely different diseases and as one of our diabetes nurses said,  really should have two different names.

2.   As you probably already know, Type 2 diabetes more often happens later in life and is a disease where your pancreas either doesn’t produce enough insulin, or your body is not effectively using the insulin it has.   It is often managed with diet and exercise,  or pills to slap your pancreas into producing more insulin.    If these measures don’t bring down your blood glucose levels, you may have to take insulin.

3. Type 1 diabetes (which is what Sarah has) results from your body attacking and destroying your beta cells which are formed in the pancreas and produce insulin.  So it’s really an autoimmune disease as your body has for some reason decided that its own beta cells are the enemy and must be destroyed.   And unfortunately it’s  still a mystery as to why this happens.

4.  Sarah didn’t do anything that caused her to get diabetes.   It wasn’t her diet or anything like that.  She may have had some genetic component that made her more susceptible, but then they really think there is some-sort of unknown environmental factor that triggers type 1.    One of the endocrinologist at Sick Kids said that they often see it appear in children after period’s of stress, and Sarah was stressed back in November that we were going to be leaving to go to Toronto to have Ava, but did that cause it?   Probably not.

5.  Because type 1 diabetics are completely insulin dependant, they don’t manage their disease with their diet.  They can still eat everything, and should eat a large variety of foods just like everyone else.

6.  Type 1 Diabetics count carbohydrates in their food – not sugars.   Here is Wikipedia’s definition of a carb.. “the term carbohydrate often means any food that is particularly rich in the complex carbohydrate starch (such as cerealsbread, and pasta) or simple carbohydrates, such as sugar (found in candyjams, and desserts).”   Carbohydrates are broken down in your body into glucose – which is a readily available source of energy for your body’s cells.   But to get at the glucose, your body needs insulin, a hormone produced by your body.   So when a diabetic looks at packaged food, they don’t look at the sugar content, they look at the carbohydrate content, as it’s the carbs that will turn into glucose in their blood stream and affect their blood sugar levels.    (Don’t want to get too technical, but we can actually subtract fiber grams from the total carbs.  So for instance, 1/2 cup of blackberries has 7 carbs, but 4 grams of fiber.  So we subtract the fiber from the carbs, now that 1/2 cup blackberries only counts as 3 grams of carbs…  whereas one small arrowroot cookie is about 5 carbs.   That’s why it does pay to eat healthier carbs more often as you get more bang for your buck.)

7.  Insulin – as it was described to us – is the train that allows the glucose in your blood-stream to be used by your body.   Without insulin, your body is deprived of its easiest form of energy.  So diabetics must inject insulin into their body so that their body can use the glucose, which is vital for survival.

8.  If you are taking insulin injections like Sarah (as opposed to being on an insulin pump) and you are just learning like us – you must eat the same number of carbohydrates at each meal, including snacks, so you know how much insulin to give.   Jason has met with the dietician and she has given us a list of how many carbs Sarah can eat at each meal and snacks.   So Sarah can have 35 carbs at breakfast, 20 for snack, 50 for lunch and so on.    And these meals must be spaced apart at certain intervals.   And counting carbs can be tricky!  Jason is better at it than I am, but sometimes it’s a guessing game,  especially if you aren’t exactly sure how many carbs are in a recipe or food item.

9.   Diabetics must work at keeping their blood sugar within a certain range.   For Sarah – because she is young – we have a broad range of keeping her blood glucose levels between 5 and 10.   Below 5 is considered low, and should be treated with juice or another form of sugar to bring her sugar back up.   If her sugars are consistently higher than 10 three times in a row , we would have to start checking her urine for ketones… but I’ll get into that later. 🙂

10 . If you take Sarah out one morning and forget her diabetes kit and forget to bring along her morning snack, you can lose your mommy badge… ha!   Don’t laugh, it’s happened and I’m not proud.  But it just goes to show that for me caring for Sarah hasn’t become second nature yet.  Thankfully Sarah is in what they call the “honeymoon” period right now.   Her body hasn’t completely destroyed all her beta cells and she is actually making a tiny bit of insulin for herself.  This makes it a little bit easier to regulate her blood glucose levels right now, but still… I have to learn to think about Sarah’s diabetes all the time and even though I can get distracted by Ava, I can’t forget that Sarah depends us to keep her blood glucose levels in range.

And one of the biggest things that we’ve learned is that once again we are surrounded by people who are supporting us, and are caring for us even in this.  From Jason’s mom who has picked up the carb counting and needle giving with ease, to our neighbour Sheila who helps out and will feed  Sarah and give her her needles if we are away.   And her teacher Melinda, who has cheerfully taken on the burden of care for her at school.    And then there is our friend Dave who was also diagnosed with diabetes when he was young, who stopped by to meet Sarah and bring her a gift and chat with us.    It’s been a huge blessing.

When we sit down and think about Sarah having diabetes, it still makes us cry, but by God’s grace once again we’re getting through, which really is the story of our life right now.   We are so thankful for God’s goodness.

And now I hope that you don’t mind that I’ve shared this and hopefully you’ve  learned something too.